Hey everyone!
What a week. Already I've been on such a crazy emotional roller coaster that's its not even funny. I can't even describe half of the emotions running through my head right now. Although, I am happy that I have a safe place to express my feelings and no one that I don't want to see it, will.
So where should I start? Haha, hard to think of what to say. I'm just sooooooooo uberly tired of all the drama around here. I really wanna get out of this city and go start over. I feel so unwanted right now that I just feel the urge to erase the last couple years of my life and make new plans.
I so badly want to be patient and wait for the guy that will love me the way I should be loved, but it hurts so much to see my ex move on and ask other girls out like its a normal thing. I guess he really wanted to get away from me that much.
Oh well, I am strong and I know God has the perfect guy for me who will understand me the way I should be. I know I deserve so much better. :) I'm not single, I just live in a long distance relationship because my boyfriend lives in the future. :) That makes me feel a little better.
Besides, being single gives me a chance to be able to be on my own and not worry about others and just be happy with who I am.
I'm still working on figuring out who I am so while I figure that out, ill wait patiently for the right sweetheart to come along.
Till next time!
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